My Purpose

2012: This year is coming to a swift end! I've started to realize that planning for life really isn't my cup of tea (I'm addicted to tea, btw) so- for the very first time in my life, I'm putting it all in God's hands. Ya heard me right! It's unnerving to completely submit myself and although I've always been a woman of faith, there are a lot of things at stake this time.

I may not know the exact path that is before me because I can only take it one step at a time. Be that as it may, I'm slowly learning the true meaning behind appreciating the every day joys.  I know that the world is filled with beauty and these last two months I've experienced a miracle. It's a small little miracle that isn't visible to the human eye- yet to me, it means the world. It means believing in things I can't see or touch. It means that God has not forgotten me. It means that I have been given another chance to experience unadulterated love, which is my favorite kind of love.

He represents everything that is good and beautiful and wonderful to me.

*I see my handsome Max child and know that my future is bright. How can I ever doubt the presence of Providence in my life when I have this guy to remind me of tender mercy and affection? I don't remember what I was like before he came into my life but I do remember that as soon as he was placed in my arms, my world stopped spinning and my heart was no longer mine.